I will NEVER stop caring…

I don’t like watching the ones I truly care about go through dark times in their life such as addiction. It scares me, I always fear I’ll lose someone I care about . They have no worries about it and they feel that they have it under control and that bad things will never happen to them. Tomorrow isn’t promised, no one is invincible. I wish people could see the things they do affect other people and it hurts. I get not caring about yourself which is why I truly hope someday people will realize that what they do affects others. I worry and care and that may come across as an annoyance but I will never stop being there for my friends regardless of what they do and all I can do is pray.

Social Anxiety Disorder

Social Anxiety Disorder

Many people think Social Anxiety Disorder is something you can pass off as someone being shy but it’s more than that. It’s a disorder, something in your mind doesn’t process things right about social situations and often it gets passed off as “It’s just something you need to get over” but it’s more than that it’s a struggle and often people don’t realize how difficult it is to talk to someone, even close friends. Phone calls, seeing someone in person, being nervous about going places alone, canceling things with friends because you are afraid of running out of things to say or going into panic mode when the time comes to hang out with your friends. The only advice I can give to someone is don’t say “get over it” it doesn’t help and most of the time it pushes people away from getting help because they think they are failing or they go into depression. Give people with social anxiety time, the nicest thing a person has done for me when I was struggling and actually wanted to talk about my social anxiety disorder, they just listened, they were there for me, they didn’t discourage me, and didn’t push me more than I wanted to go, and they were patient. Don’t blow off something because you don’t understand it, the best thing you can ever do in any situation is listen

Quote from the book “Jesus Is____.” – Judah Smith

“I think if Jesus had one shot at fixing us, he’d tell us how much he loves us. That’s what  Zacchaeus experienced. And Matthew. And the woman caught in adultery. And countless other disreputable sinners.

Jesus loves us right now as we are. He isn’t standing aloof, yelling at us to climb out of our pits and clean ourselves up so we can be worthy of him. He is wading waist-deep into the muck of life, weeping with the broken, rescuing the lost, and healing the sick.

Don’t get me wrong-of course sin is bad. Sin hurts us and it hurts others. But the Bible is clear: we are going to sin. Sooner or later, willpower and education and good manners just won’t be enough. We’ll screw up. So if our hope is in sheer moral fortitude, we are-to put it scientifically-toast.

Jesus sees out sin more clearly than anyone, yet he loves us more than anyone. He’s not going to write us off because we had an abortion or are addicted to prescription meds or look at naked people online. Yes, he’s grieved by the sin . It’s destroying us, and he hates that. But our badness does not change for an instant the overpowering love of God for us. If anything, it makes him that much more determined to rescue us. He will never give up on us, no matter how much we run from him.

No sinner is irreparable or irredeemable. No sin is so great that the blood of Jesus cannot cover it. His love is so deep and wide that he can, in one moment of our faith, forgive our past, present, and future sins. Sin is simply not a problem for God”

Quote from the book “Jesus Is____. – Judah Smith

RISE UP by Jake Rupp │ A Spoken Word Poem on Sexual Purity

[1st Corinthians 6:18-20]
“Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a person commits are outside the body, but whoever sins sexually, sins against their own body. Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.”

Relating to Romans 7:15

 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 

Romans 7:15 (NIV)

Often times I struggle with doing the right thing or making the right choice. It is so easy to get into today’s mess and what we want instead of what we actually need to do. It is so easy to do something and then later ending up regretting it and all the time knowing that you knew what was right but at the time it simply didn’t fit what we wanted or maybe it would put off our happiness. I often wish I was one of those people who could find the good in everything and every single situation knowing that God has the control of every outcome. I hate being the negative person that stays pessimistic all the time and gets to be known as the “debbie downer” or the “negative nancy”. I love watching the people that aren’t ashamed in their faith and God is the corner stone in their life, and I wish I was like them. It gets tiring to drag along like you can do everything on your own without God. I want to be one of those people that can be steadfast in Christ and not ashamed, because it feels impossible to do things on your own even when you leave God only in portions of your life.